January 2010
Jan 1st
Jan 1st
December 2009
Dear best friend,
killerchaotic: adeadlytrance: Thanks for being here for me all year, despite me being bipolar. Really, thanks. I love you! Oh goodness, I read it. And that means so much to me. That you appreciate me. I love yo’ to death. Thanks for being there for me. I’ll always be here for you. I promise. :) I FUCKING LOVE YOU.
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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Dear best friend,
Thanks for being here for me all year, despite me being bipolar. Really, thanks.
Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
“No one dies a virgin, life screws us all.”
– (via dirtylittlestylewhore) (via robynnnnnn) (via disposedtolove) (via killerchaotic)
Dec 31st
amie likes to rape butts with duct tape.
killerchaotic: DUCT TAPE RAPE. UP THE BUTT. : ITS NOT RAPE IF YOU LIKE IT.
Dec 30th
“I see the glass half empty even when it’s full!”
Dec 30th
I hate myself for forgetting the letter. AGAIN. D:
Dec 30th
There's nothing better than hot chocolate with...
Dec 30th
I'm currently disturbed.
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?
Dec 30th
2009
Has definitely been a crazy year. As much as i’m ready for it to end, I kind of don’t want it to.
Dec 29th
Seriously, I admit doing everything until I was 6,...
killerchaotic: rabbitinmytrousers: fadedsilhouettes:ashiesaurus:whispersinthedark-:ylaniewinsabel:marygraace:tinasweetheart:onedaylove:tiffyneeei:spazz-holic:mydreamcometrue:hellogabbyjaee:-intsik: When you were inside your mom’s tummy, your mom suffered the pain that you gave to her, and you thanked her by kicking her all day long. When you were 1 year old, your mom...
Dec 29th
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3:34am
I think I’m addicted to my iPod touch.
Dec 28th
Call the Nestle Crunch Hotline at 1-800-295-0051,...
mydeadlylullaby: sixfeetunderthestarss: kristenlovesyou: madeforeachother: gayvannah: thisorigami-dream: morganfreeman: backlessblackdress-: livetoinfinity: finders:lasso:anograms:john-o: do this omg o m g someone tell me what happens before i do it that’s fucking awesome oh my god. love life. :D ITS NOT WORKING FOR ME SOMEBODY TELL ME @fallingforthenight this...
Dec 28th
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She call me the referee cause I be so official.
killerchaotic: failureonyourlips: My shirt ain’t got no stripes but I can make that pussy whistleeeeeee. Like the andy griffin theme song. and who told you to put them jeans on.
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
My pickiness annoys me.
Dec 28th
Today
I’m gonna watch Alvin and the chipmunks: the squeakuel with Mel, Joey, and joeys friend. I’m trying to take advantage of every chance I get to get out of my house. I need to stop being a bed-potato. (instead of couch-potato, hah lame I know)
Dec 27th
Looking back, the past 3 years have really sucked.
But they all have had their fun moments.
Dec 27th
2009's finally ending, and there's and few things...
Dec 27th
Dec 26th
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What'd you kiddies get for Christmas?
(via killerchaotic) $160 :D and you?
Dec 26th
“It’s Christmas in Hollywood Santa’s back up in the hood So meet me...”
– Hollywood Undead
Dec 25th
“Ho ho ho, under the mistletoe Yes, everybody knows We will take off our...”
– Lady Gaga (:
Dec 25th
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dear killerchaotic (melanie:),
i love your tumblr picture. may i please rape you?
Dec 25th
70% of the things I do are against my will.
And the more against my will it is, the more it pains me.
Dec 25th
Santa and his sleigh are flying through the sky Children mustn’t shout, pout, or cry I open my red and gold wrapped present Something you will all resent A razor for my wrist and a bullet for me to swallow You’ll understand soon if you don’t follow 
Dec 25th
I just found my Christmas present. :D
Dec 25th
I've learned my lesson. I shouldn't have high...
But I don’t know if I can stop myself from having them.
Dec 25th
i want sleep. I need sleep. I crave sleep.
Dec 24th
INEEDSLEEP INEEDSLEEP INEEDSLEEP INEEDSLEEP!
killerchaotic: (via adeadlytrance) NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T NO YOU DON’T!!!!! YES I DO YES I DO YES I DO YES I DOYES I...
Dec 24th
INEEDSLEEP INEEDSLEEP INEEDSLEEP INEEDSLEEP!
Dec 24th
I'm a rag doll, if you don't hold me up I fall...
Dec 24th
Dont be a twinkledouche.
Dec 24th
I just tricked Melanie into thinking that beyonce’s put a ring on it was originally “if you like it you shoulda put a condom on it!” but was censored for the radio. She’s going around singing it. :D HAHAHAHAHA!
Dec 24th
Chinkstah's crashing at my place tonight. (:
Dec 24th
I'm jealous of Melanie.
Love keeps it’s distance from me for some odd reason D:
Dec 24th
Dec 22nd
Holy motherfucking shit.
I just woke up and I… I’m really scared. I’m shaking and the tears are flowing and I think I know what hell looks like now. Basically, I was coming home from school and sitting in the passenger seat of the car. The car was moving but there was no one in the drivers seat. When i started freaking out, slowly my mom appears and she looked tired. Like, freakishly tired. She was...
Dec 22nd
Woah, amie.
yourfaceischaotic: adeadlytrance: yourfaceischaotic: Ees you ok? Did the dream feel real? yeah, hella real. I forgot to tell you about it on the phone. The dream redefined what it’s like to be sad. I’m kinda scared, what if I tried to do something like that while I was sleeping? Maybe I should stop sleeping alltogether, hah. Ahhh! Don’t say that. You’re scaring me. Idt you’ll do that...
Dec 22nd
I'm jealous of pretty Asians.
yourfaceischaotic: adeadlytrance: yourfaceischaotic: Rawrrr. “/ What the fuck? Last time I checked you were a pretty Asian. Lmao, thanks I guess. But last time you checked, you were probably looking at a mirror. (: Damn, can’t top that. Thanks! :D
Dec 22nd
Woah, amie.
yourfaceischaotic: Ees you ok? Did the dream feel real? yeah, hella real. I forgot to tell you about it on the phone. The dream redefined what it’s like to be sad. I’m kinda scared, what if I tried to do something like that while I was sleeping? Maybe I should stop sleeping alltogether, hah.
Dec 22nd
I'm jealous of pretty Asians.
yourfaceischaotic: Rawrrr. “/ What the fuck? Last time I checked you were a pretty Asian.
Dec 22nd
My dreams scare me.
I had his dream last night and I don’t feel like going into details right now, but basically this dream has scarred me. I’ve never felt such pain (emotional, not physical) in my life. I didn’t know people had real emotions in their dreams, let alone such strong ones. I hope I never attempt to kill myself the way I did in the dream. I can’t exactly remember, but I think...
Dec 22nd
I can't begin to explain the satisfaction I get by...
Dec 22nd
Lesson of the day
I must crawl before I learn how to walk.
Dec 22nd
Dec 22nd